Calm down - freak out - calm down

As soon as I am home I fire up google. "Kalydeco experience". I have no clue what is expecting me and very excited I go through the first blogs. I am overwhelmed. I read extracts which top my biggest expectations. An australian women states that her FEV1 went up to 80% - before she's was on the waiting list for a lung transplantation. A German took part in a marathon. Climbing stairs without fighting for air, jogging, swimming, working full time... I can hardly believe my eyes. I spend two hours sucking in all this information.

From time to time I try to calm down. I try not to have too big expectations. Keep calm. Stay objective. My feelings change every other minute. A ride on a rollercoaster is nothing compared to what I am going through right now. Slowly I start realizing what might be expecting me...